Welcome to my life
The thing about cutting is that you’ll never completely be over it. You can be clean for 3 years and still something could come up and you’ll be right back at the blade. Once you start, you don’t ever really stop. It’s not a phase. It’s an on-going war for the rest of your life.
So please don’t ever start.
"I learned not to trust people; I learned not to believe what they say but to watch what they do; I learned to suspect that anyone and everyone is capable of ‘living a lie’. I came to believe that other people - even when you think you know them well - are ultimately unknowable."
Lynn Barber, An Education (via larmoyante)